things i love...

i have to say this has definatly been one of the worst weeks i have had with the exception of when my father and my best friend died.  I am at the end of my rope. my nerves are shot and i am to my breaking point. i dont know how much more i can take. I am loosing control of everything and i dont see how to get it back on track. i can see what she was thinking.

ever had one of those days where you want nothing more than to pack all of your things and go somewhere else??? doesn’t even matter where. just somewhere else. today took all i had not to do just that